did the colorgenics test online, so I was curiosity'd into taking it as well, and I must say that I was shocked at the accuracy of the results. I mean, I know that it's a freaking computer generated test, and that the results are limited, but good Goddess, they really spoke to me. It outlined my entire fucking mindset in about thirty seconds. Blown away.
And now all these emotions I've been tucking away in some secret compartment of my brain are flooding over and forcing me to deal with them. I want to be a little kid again. I don't want to deal with these very adult things. I'm drowning.
But, I digress. I've been through worse, and this little break away from exams and stressful essays should at least serve as a little floaty.
Also, I'm in love with Spanish. That is all.[link]
"At this time in your life you feel like 'giving up'. For every time you have tried to build up your hopes and dreams something has come along to burst the balloon. You may feel that, at this particular moment in your life, there seems to be no chance of fulfilling these dreams but you are so wrong. You are the sort of person that can influence any situation, that is - If you don't give up. So consciously make the effort... You have that inherent power to succeed.
Being a likeable person you get on well with neighbours and friends. You don't need anything to 'Rock your boat'. You want to 'love' and to be loved'.
You feel that you should be appreciated far more than you are but no-one seems to care! You feel that you are receiving less than your share and the main problem is that there is no-one to whom you can turn to for sympathy and understanding. The inner stress that you are experiencing makes you quick to take offence but you realise that at this particular moment in time there is little that you can do to relieve the situation.
You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.
You need to be needed and would like a situation where you will no longer be subjected to pressures and demands from those about you. There is no harm in 'dreaming' but it is you - and only you - that can be able to realise those dreams and to turn them into reality." </size>